May I ask a simple question?
Am I considered a scatterbrain?

Let's pause to take a moment on what I mean by this.
I have several projects that I am a part of that I must manage.

In terms of game projects, there's one that I'm mainly focused on.
But couple that with the other games that I'm a part of, and you're looking at about... 5-6 games.

Next is voice acting projects, I have two French show dubs to work on and I'm having to voice a few characters for some Japanese-related media.

Finally, there's the stuff I want to do in my free time but can't because of my projects.
Like playing games, or watching shows, or listening to music.

I know I do not have a job at this time, but it really does feel as if I have work all the time.
Not that I want people to think I hate the things that I do, far from it, but there are times where I wish I wasn't as multi-talented nor as occupied with projects to where I can live a life.

It's not easy being what some may call the Household Dog.
I eat, I sleep, I do whatever can keep my mind occupied, and I love love.

I want to get a job some day, but until that day comes, there's not a whole lot I can do where I am.
It's like I'm in a world where my kind of intelligence is no longer needed.

I'm amazing with computers and helping people with their computer troubles when I have the experience, but no one wants to hire someone like that.
Even if I'm as clean as a whistle. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't vape, nothing.
No one wants to hire me around here.

Even outside of projects, my commitments with people have painted me as a forgetful person at times.

It is never my intention to hurt people with the things I say or do.
I do not have the best retention, and I am by no means the smartest.
I cannot read minds, and I will sometimes completely misinterpret how someone is feeling.
I am not a perfect being.

So why does it always feel like there are expectations placed on me when people should know at this point that I am not a guarantee.
I can make an effort, but if my effort is not good enough for others, then why do I get punished?

With all of these feelings laid out like this. Let me ask again.

Am I considered a scatterbrain?