Revitalization

Fri, 23 Oct 2026 04:30:00 +0000

I deeply apologize for my first entry.
It was rather moody, so here's my second ever entry, one that's a lot more happy!

A lot of things were going through my mind yesterday, mostly because my boyfriend was in a bad mood, but it seems that his mood has improved, meaning my mood has improved!

I'm something of a social chameleon. I tend to feel what other people feel when they talk about their problems to me.
So if someone is sad, then I'm sad. If someone is happy, then I may be happy as well.
Very much in-character for me, considering I am a dog, but I can't help it.

Anyways, I have made a lot of progress on one of my games lately.
Hopefully when I go to release more of it, it will be more in-depth than the demo that was already released some time ago.

The game I'm talking about is "Ado the Dog", a visual novel game that I am developing in RPG Maker VX Ace. It has a demo version out already on my personal game website.
https://sites.google.com/view/adprogamewebsite

Currently the demo only has the first chapter, and there are no choices, so it's mainly reading.
Starting with the second chapter and onward, I do hope to have choices that impact how the story progresses and which ending you obtain.

However, whether I want to make alternate endings or not really depends how far I can go with my imagination. The story I wish to tell in "Ado the Dog" is, what many may consider, extremely personal. It tackles problems that I have faced in the past and experiences that helped shape who I am. It's not a story I'd usually put into a game, let alone in much writing.

Since a lot of people tend to think I'm very easy to get along with, I wanted to make "Ado the Dog" as a piece of me that others can enjoy, even if they may never have the chance to meet me. It may scare you, the reader, when thinking of this, but there will come a time when I will cease to exist in this world, so that's why I want to immortalize myself in this game somehow.

Also, for those wondering who the character is in my profile picture and my first uploaded photo on here... His name is Prince Adolaide, an ancestor to Ado, who was born in the late 1700's. In the painting that I posted, he is 25 years old. Please consider the painting and my profile icon to be a teaser of what will come next for Chapter 2 and onward of Ado the Dog.

As a final note: My night has gone extremely well!
Watched some Rockman.EXE Axess with my boyfriend and we got to have some fun discussing trivia for the games. So I'd say our moods have done a complete 180 in just one night, not that I'm complaining! I definitely needed a night like this, now I can rest easy.

I'll see what more I can do on this site, but to be honest I'm not entirely sure what I can contribute.
As far as posting things goes, I am mainly a visual artist that tinkers with music from time to time, and it's not exactly the easiest thing to find others' artwork on here, besides just looking at an individual's photos. Even then, you still have to go to a profile to see images. Hmmmm. Ah well.

I'm sure I'll think of something!

Scatterbrain

Thu, 22 Oct 2026 07:37:00 +0000

May I ask a simple question?
Am I considered a scatterbrain?

Let's pause to take a moment on what I mean by this.
I have several projects that I am a part of that I must manage.

In terms of game projects, there's one that I'm mainly focused on.
But couple that with the other games that I'm a part of, and you're looking at about... 5-6 games.

Next is voice acting projects, I have two French show dubs to work on and I'm having to voice a few characters for some Japanese-related media.

Finally, there's the stuff I want to do in my free time but can't because of my projects.
Like playing games, or watching shows, or listening to music.

I know I do not have a job at this time, but it really does feel as if I have work all the time.
Not that I want people to think I hate the things that I do, far from it, but there are times where I wish I wasn't as multi-talented nor as occupied with projects to where I can live a life.

It's not easy being what some may call the Household Dog.
I eat, I sleep, I do whatever can keep my mind occupied, and I love love.

I want to get a job some day, but until that day comes, there's not a whole lot I can do where I am.
It's like I'm in a world where my kind of intelligence is no longer needed.

I'm amazing with computers and helping people with their computer troubles when I have the experience, but no one wants to hire someone like that.
Even if I'm as clean as a whistle. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't vape, nothing.
No one wants to hire me around here.

Even outside of projects, my commitments with people have painted me as a forgetful person at times.

It is never my intention to hurt people with the things I say or do.
I do not have the best retention, and I am by no means the smartest.
I cannot read minds, and I will sometimes completely misinterpret how someone is feeling.
I am not a perfect being.

So why does it always feel like there are expectations placed on me when people should know at this point that I am not a guarantee.
I can make an effort, but if my effort is not good enough for others, then why do I get punished?

With all of these feelings laid out like this. Let me ask again.

Am I considered a scatterbrain?

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